Giving Up? Not Really.

I think I'm just going to let life pass me by. My head is focused on so many things at one time, I can't handle it. My relationship situation hasn't changed for about 11 months and I don't think it's going to change anytime soon.

All I really need are my friends and my music and I have all of that. Whatever happens, happens I guess. I just wish things would've happened sooner. I haven't really wasted my time. I just used that time to realize that my life will never change and I was never ment to find anyone now. I can't say I'm not a bit upset, but I have to understand that I have bigger things to worry about.

My mind wanders. I'm sorry if this post was the least bit depressing/annoying. I still like him, I'll just let him decide what he wants by himself.