The Air Is Running Out

I can't dance. It's official. I suck.


Even my dad thinks that I should lower my expectations.
I despretely want to be on Broadway and Disney, but my dad says I'm wasting myself on that.

















I'm seriously considering not doing anything to advance my possible career. I might just give up.

Goodnight, My Angel

Well, I have been a very busy girl for the past few days. Actually, you might not think that I was, but for me, I was really busy. Tommorw I have dance and Torrey might drop in, so I'm really excited.

I have completely and utterly reunited with my violin and I am super excited to tell all of you that I learned how to play "Goodnight, My Angel" on it. It's one of my favorite Billy Joel songs. So you stick that in your juice box and suck it.

I read all of my songs from middle school and let me tell you, they are extremely dark. I really need to get back to the good songwriting again. Now that I have a guitar, I can actually make a halfway decent song. Want a sample of my middle school work? Here you go:

Bloods the only thing that runs through me
But you'll soon comsume me
You run through and through and through to my head

Yeah, the reoccuring theme is blood. Darker times my friend, darker times.

Season Two? It's done!

Well , I don't want to make an extensive post about my outlook on all of the characters because I know Katy and Torret read my blog and they have yet to finish Season One. (Sorry guys, I'll get you the DVD's soon!)

But here are some of my personal highlights:
-DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD! (By witch meaning Shannon)
-Charlie and Clair finally kissed!
-Cute Russian and Scottish boys

What more could a girl ask for?

Oh and today was slightly exciting. I was halfway decent at shamppoing, but I tend to get water in people's ears. That can be fixed though. Other than that, I give a great scalp massage!

I got Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends, and the Camp Rock Soundtrack today. It's great. My sister ruins the words to half the Camp Rock songs, but whatever. She was annoying me today.

I think I'm done. I'll be needing human interaction tomorrow.

Crystal Light and Super Tans

Haha, this song is ironic, but I like it.


This summer started out with a bang and I'm afraid it might dwindle after this week. Lately, I've been watching Lost all day, everyday. I'm hoping to finish the Second Season tomorrow.

On Tuesday, I'll be sure to be at Curcuit City, buying the Viva La Vida CD. You know at Curcuit City, they're giving away Coldplay shirts with it. Oh and the best news is, I'm learning to shampoo on Tuesday! Gah! I'm reelin' in the big bucks now. Not really, but oh well.

Wednesday, I'm probably working. I don't know whether it will be as an assistant, or as a shampoo girl, but either way, I need more money for my Jonas Brothers tickets. Hooray for buying them off a scalping site? Not really.

Thursday is a pool day. I need to still get tanner. Unless I win tickets to see Demi Lovato and the Jonas Brothers in Six Flags, which is unlikely.

FRIDAY IS CAMP ROCK, BITCHES!

There's my week. This blog will detinate in 5...4...3...2...1...BOOM!

I'm Stranded!

Okay, so I just finished Season One of LOST (courtesy of Katie Mac and the John Carroll Lost Cult) and I wanted to give my analysis of every character. This is basically my first evaluation of all of them. They may change with Season Two and Three, but bear with me now.



Boone- Obviously, from everything I say, my favorite character. I honestly sat in my room and cried when he died. I feared for his life the whole time. I contemplate why he had to die. I miss him so.

Charlie- My second favorite character and soon took the place of Boone after he died. I like him a lot more when he's off the drugs. Him and Claire should get married, like now. He'd be such an adorable father. I like his nose.

Claire- My favorite female character. She's a great person and I really want to know what happened to her when she left. Stupid Ethan had to take her away from her beloved Charlie and make her forget things. At least she had the baby. All is well. She needs to hook up with Charlie.

Hurley- Single handedly the funniest guy on the island. He and Charlie are my favorite pair of friends. Great things happen with those two. Poor him and his bad luck. He's probably going to end up insane, but I really want a hug from him. He hugs people a lot.

Jack- The biggest Mary Sue character in the world, but I kind of like him. He's a sincere guy, but he needs to get more sleep. He seems to know a little bit about everything and he's always the hero. He whines sometimes, but I still have something for the guy.

Jin- Sort of a jerk in the beginning, but then he grew on me. He's asian and I can't be mad at asians for long. Considering they have cool eyes and all. He's still kind of a jerk to me, but we'll see what goes on.

Kate- She's a murder! Haha, sorry, I had to say that. I kind of like Kate, but she's sort of a typical heroine, which I don't particularly enjoy. How come she gets all the hot guys too? Damn you Kate, you took Jack and now Sawyer? I still kind of like her. I want to know more of her story.

Locke- He kind of reminds me of a less murderous version of Jigsaw (from the Saw Movies). He makes everyone overcome themselves through certain tasks (like Charlie and the drugs and Boone and getting over Shannon). He's kind of a wierdo, but he's genuinely kind. I guess it's the sort of wierdness you get from your grandparents.

Micheal- My most hated guy. He's so concerned about his son, yet he's not (if that makes any sense). He's extremely whiny and picks fights with almost anyone if they piss him off a little. He tries, and I give him credit for that, but I still don't like him.

Sawyer- My sexy man. He has wierd shoulders though, but I can easily get over it. We have the same eyes, so it was ment to be. I'm just kidding, but I would like to know more about him, he's an interesting character to say the least. Oh why, oh why did he have to makeout with Kate?

Sayid- I love him, but I hate him for liking Shannon. He's a great guy and genuinely concerned about the saftey of everyone on the island. I would love to have him as my shrink. He's nice to look at too.

Shannon- I can't even begin to explain my amazing hatred for the woman. She used Boone , and Charlie, and now she's using Sayid. I hate her so much. All she does is whine and complain and she never helps. She'll get other people to do things for her because she'd much rather tan and paint her nails.

Sun- She's so nice! I would love to meet her, for real. I still see her as a slightly weak character. I want to see her breakout more.

Walt- The only kid on the island. He set fire to his dad's raft. You go kid because I hate your dad.

You're Hot, then You're Cold

I really do hate myself for some of the things I've done.
I just lied to him.
I like him, but his friends are assholes.
I really wanted to feel the rush of sneaking out of my house with him and getting back before my parents knew, but I hate your friends.
They disrespected me and you just sat there and told me not to worry about it.

Sucks for you, you were kind of cute.

(If you don't know who this is and you aren't my bestfriend, don't ask.)

Viva La Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

Okay, so I haven't updated in a while, but that's because school has literally taken over my life. I never thought that this would happen! It's usually my life and then school floats along somewhere, but I haven't been so confident in my grades lately. I think I'm failing history, which means I have to get higher than a 70% on my exam so I don't go to summer school.

Great, fabulous.

Other than that, our school shows for next year are "Hello Dolly!" and "Bye Bye Birdie". I'm extremely excited. I've already picked out which parts I want to audition for. Next schoo year, I'm coming in with a vengance though. I despretely want a part and I'm determined to get one. So at call-backs (if I get them), I'm acting my heart out. It's going to be great.