Stolen from both Torrey and Carly

I want people to know what I think about them. Truely and honestly.

1. My bestfriend, my sanity. I cried when you left for France and I can't wait to see you back home on the 9th. I can talk to you forever about absolutely nothing, but yet we still talk. You're my wife and I love you so much and with all of my heart.

2. Wow, we always talk about the Jonas Brothers. It's either that, or dance, but your antics keep me laughing. I love you so much and we'vve been getting so close recently. Right now I have the urge to flap around my house, but my mom doesn't like the taps on the floors. The icyhot just ran out too. DAYUMM!

3. You take my shit all the time. I constanly insult you, but you know I do it jokingly. You're one of my bestfriends. Secretly, I'm jealous of you. You have the perfect boyfriend and not a care in the world. You're gorgeously pale and you have a bady to kill. I love every second I'm around you.

4. You are an amazing girl, but you aren't as great as you think. You're sometimes hypocritical and you sometimes blow me off for other things, but overall I love you. Lately, you've been turning to me for everything and I love this feeling of being needed by you. You're another one of my bestfriends.

5. You are my Filipino super-buddy. I love you so much. We are totally going to be together as friends forever, you're my manager, remember. Don't worry, I'll hook you up with a hottie or two :D

6. You are an amazing guy. I honestly don't know what I would ever do without you. You are the only guy I can honestly say that I love. I've liked you before and you know that, but when things didn't work out, you still stayed by my side. You know whenever I'm about to cry and you'll always be there for me. I love you.

7. You are an amazing little dancer and singer. I liked you at one point and so many people made fun of it. Only the boy #6 didn't make fun of me. He pushed me to tell you. I've never told you though. I think we're at a good place now. I love every minute I'm with you and I secretly hope you'll have a growth spurt during the summer because maybe then I'll tell you about my secret crush.

8. You've been a bit fake lately, but I still love you though. I'm hoping it's a faze. You're my bestfriends sister and you're purely amazing. We have crazy times and can fit Twilight in almost every movie/conversation.

9. I knew you in middle school and you always seem to make me laugh. We haven't been hanging out as much as we used to lately, but you're still a great friend to me. I remember last year, when we tried to make a song with every word that rhymed with "sheezy". Oh fo sho :D

10. You are so hot and you don't even realize it. You look like the lead singer in one of my favorite bands and you know because I told you. Most of our conversations are online and it kind of pisses me off. I wish you would talk to me more in school, but you're always around your guy friends.

11. I'm married to you. You currently have a string on your finger because we want to prove if "The Count Of Monte Cristo" is right in saying that a string can stay on someones finger for 13 years. I still think it can.

12. You used to be my number one guy. I liked you for the longest time, until I found out you were an asshole. Thanks for not talking to me, it made me realize that you're the same ass that everyone says you are.

13. You liked me, but I liked the asshole in #12. I told you I needed time to think, but now I hear you're immature. You stopped talking to me. I can deal with that. I don't care.

14. I make fun of your smarts all the time, while really I envy you. I wish I could have organization and work habits like you do. You're an amazing person and I know you'll always push me to do my best.

15. You used to be a good friend to me, until you got extremely annoying. You aren't a good singer and you show no effort in dance. It kind of pisses me off when you rub it in everyone's face that there is a rumor going around that you might of had sex with my bestfriends ex. So stop singing and shut your mouth.

16. You used to be a good friend to me, but then I heard things that you were saying about my bestfriend. I'm nice to you now because I like to be nice to everyone.

17. Lately we've been getting along. During Grease I had a sort of hatered for you, but it was mostly jealousy. Atleast when you're on caffinee pills you're nice to me.

18. Girl, you are the ultimate broadway kid. You sing the beginning of the Circle Of Life like a mad woman and you breakout in the random song. You will be the only one I consider as competition when I'm auditioning for shows now.

19. I heard about what you said about #18 and now I really don't trust you as much anymore. You're still a nice person, to me at least, but now I'm hesitant.

20. You're famous and you will probably never read this in your life. You are honestly the only guy I go numb for when I hear you sing. I see your face in my head whenever I'm daydreaming in class. I feel so retarded when I admit to all of the wierd stuff I pretend to do. I make up conversations in my head about when I'll first meet you.

21. You're famous too. Infact, you're the brother of #20. You're the hottest out of all of them, but the most unappreciated. Guess what, I appreciate you. That's all that matters. Date me in like 3 years, okay? HAHA

I MIGHT ADD TO THIS AS TIME GOES ON!
Right now I don't have anyone else I can think of.

If Anything, You're The Unsexy One

Seriously, what the fuck? Kevin is probably the hottest and most adorable out of all of the Jonas Brothers and he makes the 100 UNSEXIEST PEOPLE LIST?! I want to know whoever ran this article because it's really pissing me off and I might just have to send tons of hatemail. I do enjoy a good hatemail.

This is going to be an angry rant blog, so beware.

My day was wonderful until I saw this in a Jonas Fansite bulliten. I almost fucking cried when I read it. I mean, I'm a huge Joe fan, don't get me wrong, but Kevin is way hotter than him in a more mature sexy kind of way. His adorable Elvis-like style makes me want to wear white pants and white boots an dance around while playing my guitar.

While Kevin may not sing, it doesn't mean he's untalented. That boy can play lead guitar like no one's business. Though he may not be the next Slash or Carlos Santana, he as energy like no other and all the talent in the world to back it up.

People honestly need to grow up and begin respecting others. I understand tabloids have their "TOP 100 SEXIEST STARS!", but please don't put up a "100 UNSEXIEST PEOPLE" list. It's just completely immature and makes the papers sound like high school gossip sections. I'm sick of all of this celebrity nonsense and people putting others down.

IF YOU THINK KEVIN IS FUCKING UGLY! KEEP IT TO YOUR OWN UNDEVEPLOED BRAIN!
I'M NOT TAKING ANYONE'S SHIT! HE'S FUCKING SEXY :D

Big News Of The Day

Joe Jonas and Chelsea Staub...Together or Not? I really could care less.



Okay, so pictures were taken of Joe Jonas and Chelsea Staub (aka. Joe's co-star in J.O.N.A.S) going shopping and sharing some food. I know a lot of girls are getting worked up about Joe being "taken" and all of this junk. Seriously girls, get fucking real, like Joe would ever date you. There is a one in a million chance that he will remember your face. He meets a lot of people okay.

Plus, THEY AREN'T EVEN HOLDING HANDS! Look closley and where Joe's and an Chelsea's hand is. Joe's hand in by his side and Chelsea's hand is just sticking out. It's the perspective that makes it look like Joe's hand is in Chelsea's. Trust me though, I'm not saying this just because I want Joe to be single. I'm saying it becasue it's the cold hard truth.

Suck it up people. Chelsea is probably ten times better looking than you will ever be too. I mean have you seen pictures of the girl? She's probably one of the most gorgeous human beings on the planet. Can you blame Joe for hanging out with her?

One last point for those of you that are still upset and still think you have a chance. I hold hands with a lot of my guy friends. When I hang out with someone, I will sometimes grab thier hand and pull them to go somewhere too.

Honestly though, don't hate on the girl. You're extremely juvenille if you do.

Party With the (ROCK)Stars!

Last night's ring dance was okay. The music sucked and I ditched Felipe about half way through it to hang out with Jess Cummings and my other Junior friends, but I made the most out of it.

One certain boy who will probably never read this blog was looking very attractive last night. Alex, Hannah, and Samie know who I'm talking about, but no one else will ever know. Unless I tell him, which I might. I mean, wouldn't you want to know if you looked good?

Tony and I took the single most epic picture in the history of pictures. It was pretty amazing. We both had our sunglasses on and he lifted me up. We both might order it. I know I will. I might put the picture up here later whenever they go up online.

Hannah and I had a field day taking all of the decorations. We both took the men's bathroom signs and banners that said "Awards Night" and "Party With The Stars". There was some pretty sexy streamers that said "Celebrities Only" and I took that too.

Then afterwards, I spent the night at Alex's house with the "annoying sophmore" crew and we watched the beginning of SNL and Ratatoullie before we all fell asleep. The next morning everyone, except Samie, went to Palm Sunday mass and I made a snake and attempted to make a unicorn out of my palms. It was epic.

I Calls 'Em As I Sees 'Em

The concert last night was so much fun even though I fell asleep in Geometry this morning. I'm still kind of hyped up and my throat hurts a little, but I can still somewhat sing, so it's all good.

I really wanted Garbo to blog about us. I stood outside in the freezing cold in short sleeves and held up a makeshift sign that says "DO YOU HAVE HEATING ON THE BUS? I'M COLD!" I think the busdriver saw me, but other than that, the wondows were black and I had no chace of seeing in.


YO GARBO! BLOG ABOUT ME?!

Anyway, the energy last night was different than any concert I've ever been too. I mean the regular Jonas Brothers tour was fun, but this was purely epic. We were on Kevin's side and boy was that guy looking good last night. Also, considering we were in 11th row, we were RIGHT THERE! It was amazing. I can't wait until I actually know the for real.

Well tomorrow is Ring Dance and I need to call Alex about spending the night over her house. See Ya!

The Other Half’s at the Bottom of the Sea

Okay, so Vampire Weekend is growing to become my new favorite band. For one, the lead singer looks like Tiny Tim and their music is just plain awesome.



So it hasn't hit me that I'm seeing the Jonas Brothers on Thursday. I think after I get my hair cdyed tomorrow and have that hyphy-new-hair kind of mood, I'll realize it and be jumping around. I'm trying not to eat as much as I usually do because most of the time I eat because I'm bored. I want to look good for the boys and for ring dance.

I'm excited! I'm sure I'll blog tomorrow about my new hair or something, so be on the look out for updates!

My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon

I'm going to have to tell him. I like him and I can't stand it anymore. I need to get it off of my chest. I've been up all night thinking things through (while coughing my lungs out from this week long sore throat) and I've decided that he's the best for me. I can never be sad around him. All of my emptiness is full and all of my sadness is suddenly turned into joy.

No, I wasn't tired today, I was thinking. When I think, I look like I'm going to cry/scream at any second.

Also, I've decided that my life is slowly being stolen from me. It's not one person, it's multiple people that feed off of my energy and my hardwork and make it theirs. I hate it.


I hope all of my blogs don't sound this depressing...