Crash.

Last night, I was in a car crash with Alex and Remy. It was probably the scariest experiance of my life because the car that was coming at us could have directly hit Alex, but it only hit the front end of the car. We're all fine and Alex only hurt her hand a little and our lungs are filled with Air Bag dust. Oh, and I never got my La Tolteca!

But it makes you think about things. It makes you wonder who you really love and it makes you want to tell everyone your secrets. That little "I love you" that you might say to your friends after-school could be the last thing you say to them. I'm glad that I'm extremely expressive with my emotions towards people and I typically hug everyone goodbye and smile at people in the hall.

What I'm trying to say is, don't let petty things about people get to you. Say your bestfriend has been getting on your nerves, don't be a jerk about it. Just talk to her/him. If something happens to you, you know you've worked it out. Live every oment like it's your last. That may sound cheesy, but it's true.

Somewhere In The Middle

Okay, so I haven't updated this thing in the longest time. Today, I'm really bored and sitting in the chorus room, so why not update? Right now, I'm waiting for Bella Voce practice to start at 5 'o clock.

Hey, guess what today is...it's my BIRTHDAY! Only those of you who personally know me know that fact. I'm sixteen as of right now and I honestly don't feel any different. I was more edcited for the release of the Demi Lovato album (Don't Forget) that I was for my own birthday. By the way, I think that you all should get that CD. It's awesome, even if you don't like "Disney Established Stars".

Apparently, Robert Pattinson is supposed to be coming to Baltimore in two weeks. It's no tconfirmed, I only heard it through world of mouth.

I really want mexican food right now and I don't know why...

Disturbia

Okay, so I haven't updated this thing in a while.
I think that's because I really have no life and there is seriously nothing for me to talk about. Except for vacation. That was fun.

Seriously all I've been doing all summer was sit at my laptop or go to the pool. Occasionally, I'd do something fun, but nothing that everyone would really be interested in reading about.

I'll post more on here during the school year because I like to get on here during class. Ssh, don't tell <3

Why So Serious?

I kind of realized yesterday after I saw Dark Knight, that I am probably one of the biggest nerds alive. Despite what I look like, I could probably tel you almost anything and everything about any Batman movie.

Dark Knight was freaking amazing. Heath Ledger (may he rest in peace) pulled off the only true portrayal of the Joker that I have ever seen. In the other Batman movie, he was much too cartoon-like, but in Dark Knight, oh boy. It was monumentaly epic.

I liked the pencil trick though. I couldn't not tell you how he made that pencil disappear. Haha. EPIC WIN! :]

So here I am, waiting for Batman Forever to load on my computer. I like Jim Carrey as the Riddler, okay?! Sue me!

Bitches Ain't Shit

So, heard about the new Miley pics? Well, Katy, Torrey, and I did and we are currently fuming and we need to get all of our anger out at this situation.

There were new slutty pictures of Miley Cyrus released online because someone hacked her phone. There was a specific one that really got me fuming of her in a shower in a white t-shirt. Nothing is really showing, but I'm wondering who took the picture? Seriously, if you're on Disney Channel, learn to cover the fuck up. I'm sick of seeing your ugly face all over the fucking internet. Nobody's perfect? Well, this is just to much.

Katy and Torrey have released their anger on a Wii boxing battle against a Miley look a-like (or not because Katy didn't know how to set it), but anyway, we're pissed.

There were also some rumors that Miley had e-mails involving her talking to Nik Jonas about when they had sex. I'm thinking that this is complete bullshit, but if it's true, I want to punch the bitch in the jaw. I'm thinking that just a single right hook to the face could knock some of her ugly ass teeth out.

I'm sorry for the anger, but it's completely nessecary.

Things Are Never What They Seem

There's not really much for me to say. My life has been repetitive lately and that's been pissing me off. I just wanted you guys to know that I'm alive.

I start driver's ed on Monday, if that's a plus. And I've been driving around a lot lately. I'm proud of myself. So there.

AND WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE BAD LUCK ON LOST?!
THE PEOPLE I LIKE ALWAYS DIE!
-Boone
-Paulo
-Charlie

WHO'S NEXT?! SAWYER?! JACK?! HURLEY!
God forbid if Hurley ever dies. I will stop watching the show.

The Air Is Running Out

I can't dance. It's official. I suck.


Even my dad thinks that I should lower my expectations.
I despretely want to be on Broadway and Disney, but my dad says I'm wasting myself on that.

















I'm seriously considering not doing anything to advance my possible career. I might just give up.

Goodnight, My Angel

Well, I have been a very busy girl for the past few days. Actually, you might not think that I was, but for me, I was really busy. Tommorw I have dance and Torrey might drop in, so I'm really excited.

I have completely and utterly reunited with my violin and I am super excited to tell all of you that I learned how to play "Goodnight, My Angel" on it. It's one of my favorite Billy Joel songs. So you stick that in your juice box and suck it.

I read all of my songs from middle school and let me tell you, they are extremely dark. I really need to get back to the good songwriting again. Now that I have a guitar, I can actually make a halfway decent song. Want a sample of my middle school work? Here you go:

Bloods the only thing that runs through me
But you'll soon comsume me
You run through and through and through to my head

Yeah, the reoccuring theme is blood. Darker times my friend, darker times.

Season Two? It's done!

Well , I don't want to make an extensive post about my outlook on all of the characters because I know Katy and Torret read my blog and they have yet to finish Season One. (Sorry guys, I'll get you the DVD's soon!)

But here are some of my personal highlights:
-DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD! (By witch meaning Shannon)
-Charlie and Clair finally kissed!
-Cute Russian and Scottish boys

What more could a girl ask for?

Oh and today was slightly exciting. I was halfway decent at shamppoing, but I tend to get water in people's ears. That can be fixed though. Other than that, I give a great scalp massage!

I got Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends, and the Camp Rock Soundtrack today. It's great. My sister ruins the words to half the Camp Rock songs, but whatever. She was annoying me today.

I think I'm done. I'll be needing human interaction tomorrow.

Crystal Light and Super Tans

Haha, this song is ironic, but I like it.


This summer started out with a bang and I'm afraid it might dwindle after this week. Lately, I've been watching Lost all day, everyday. I'm hoping to finish the Second Season tomorrow.

On Tuesday, I'll be sure to be at Curcuit City, buying the Viva La Vida CD. You know at Curcuit City, they're giving away Coldplay shirts with it. Oh and the best news is, I'm learning to shampoo on Tuesday! Gah! I'm reelin' in the big bucks now. Not really, but oh well.

Wednesday, I'm probably working. I don't know whether it will be as an assistant, or as a shampoo girl, but either way, I need more money for my Jonas Brothers tickets. Hooray for buying them off a scalping site? Not really.

Thursday is a pool day. I need to still get tanner. Unless I win tickets to see Demi Lovato and the Jonas Brothers in Six Flags, which is unlikely.

FRIDAY IS CAMP ROCK, BITCHES!

There's my week. This blog will detinate in 5...4...3...2...1...BOOM!

I'm Stranded!

Okay, so I just finished Season One of LOST (courtesy of Katie Mac and the John Carroll Lost Cult) and I wanted to give my analysis of every character. This is basically my first evaluation of all of them. They may change with Season Two and Three, but bear with me now.



Boone- Obviously, from everything I say, my favorite character. I honestly sat in my room and cried when he died. I feared for his life the whole time. I contemplate why he had to die. I miss him so.

Charlie- My second favorite character and soon took the place of Boone after he died. I like him a lot more when he's off the drugs. Him and Claire should get married, like now. He'd be such an adorable father. I like his nose.

Claire- My favorite female character. She's a great person and I really want to know what happened to her when she left. Stupid Ethan had to take her away from her beloved Charlie and make her forget things. At least she had the baby. All is well. She needs to hook up with Charlie.

Hurley- Single handedly the funniest guy on the island. He and Charlie are my favorite pair of friends. Great things happen with those two. Poor him and his bad luck. He's probably going to end up insane, but I really want a hug from him. He hugs people a lot.

Jack- The biggest Mary Sue character in the world, but I kind of like him. He's a sincere guy, but he needs to get more sleep. He seems to know a little bit about everything and he's always the hero. He whines sometimes, but I still have something for the guy.

Jin- Sort of a jerk in the beginning, but then he grew on me. He's asian and I can't be mad at asians for long. Considering they have cool eyes and all. He's still kind of a jerk to me, but we'll see what goes on.

Kate- She's a murder! Haha, sorry, I had to say that. I kind of like Kate, but she's sort of a typical heroine, which I don't particularly enjoy. How come she gets all the hot guys too? Damn you Kate, you took Jack and now Sawyer? I still kind of like her. I want to know more of her story.

Locke- He kind of reminds me of a less murderous version of Jigsaw (from the Saw Movies). He makes everyone overcome themselves through certain tasks (like Charlie and the drugs and Boone and getting over Shannon). He's kind of a wierdo, but he's genuinely kind. I guess it's the sort of wierdness you get from your grandparents.

Micheal- My most hated guy. He's so concerned about his son, yet he's not (if that makes any sense). He's extremely whiny and picks fights with almost anyone if they piss him off a little. He tries, and I give him credit for that, but I still don't like him.

Sawyer- My sexy man. He has wierd shoulders though, but I can easily get over it. We have the same eyes, so it was ment to be. I'm just kidding, but I would like to know more about him, he's an interesting character to say the least. Oh why, oh why did he have to makeout with Kate?

Sayid- I love him, but I hate him for liking Shannon. He's a great guy and genuinely concerned about the saftey of everyone on the island. I would love to have him as my shrink. He's nice to look at too.

Shannon- I can't even begin to explain my amazing hatred for the woman. She used Boone , and Charlie, and now she's using Sayid. I hate her so much. All she does is whine and complain and she never helps. She'll get other people to do things for her because she'd much rather tan and paint her nails.

Sun- She's so nice! I would love to meet her, for real. I still see her as a slightly weak character. I want to see her breakout more.

Walt- The only kid on the island. He set fire to his dad's raft. You go kid because I hate your dad.

You're Hot, then You're Cold

I really do hate myself for some of the things I've done.
I just lied to him.
I like him, but his friends are assholes.
I really wanted to feel the rush of sneaking out of my house with him and getting back before my parents knew, but I hate your friends.
They disrespected me and you just sat there and told me not to worry about it.

Sucks for you, you were kind of cute.

(If you don't know who this is and you aren't my bestfriend, don't ask.)

Viva La Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

Okay, so I haven't updated in a while, but that's because school has literally taken over my life. I never thought that this would happen! It's usually my life and then school floats along somewhere, but I haven't been so confident in my grades lately. I think I'm failing history, which means I have to get higher than a 70% on my exam so I don't go to summer school.

Great, fabulous.

Other than that, our school shows for next year are "Hello Dolly!" and "Bye Bye Birdie". I'm extremely excited. I've already picked out which parts I want to audition for. Next schoo year, I'm coming in with a vengance though. I despretely want a part and I'm determined to get one. So at call-backs (if I get them), I'm acting my heart out. It's going to be great.

I Will Posess Your Heart

So the pool opened this weekend and I'm finally getting outside and working on a tan!

While I was at the pool, I noticed half of the guys there are getting hotter and here I am, looking exactly the same. All of my friends are getting prettier too.

It doesn't help that my mom took my bathing suit shopping, which made me feel like a total fat ass because apparently the small bottoms "don't cover my ass". Which is code for "Lexie, dearest, you're getting fat.". It doesn't help that I was almost in tear and my mom decides to tell my dad and she doesn't think I can hear from inside the dressing room.

I swear, one day I'm going to beat the crap out of someone. I have so much bent up anger.

Oh well, Torrey and I are going to workout all summer before the Jonas Brothers concert. DON'T WORRY JOE! I'LL LOOK MY SEXIEST!

Word To Yo Momma

It's Mothers Day.
Latuhhhh.

I Wish I Had A Kung Fu Grip...

I think I finally have life figured out. It's kind of suprising that I'm only 15 and I already know my place in the world and who I am for real.

I'm a girl that can't be described in any amount or words or sentances. I can only be known by you knowing me. First impressions of me can be tough. I come off as arrogant, but it's to cover my vunerable interior. If I look and feel confident, then maybe one day I can be confident.

Also, the true way to happiness is through your friends. Lately, I've had full weekends with a lot of hanging out with my friends. It's made me truley a lot happier. Even if it's only something simple like me going to Torrey's house for a while after school or even just seeing someone coincidentaly at the mall, it makes me feel good.

Recent Obsessions

I've had recent obsessions that I've just discovered this weekend. It's kind of wonderful because I think they're healthy obsessions (or at least one is, the other is debatable) that have made me realize a lot of different things.

Obsession #1:
South Park.
I've always been fond of South Park and it's completely random contraversial antics, but I've never watched it religiously. Just this week, I've been watching just about every episode of South Park online. My favorite character is Clyde Donovan because he's just the shit in general.


Obsession #2:
The Truth Box.
It's an applicaiton on Myspace. Le gasp! Myspace and applications? Is this like Facebook? No, it's way better. I only go this one today, but people have already sent in so many secrets to me. They range from "You're gorgeous." to "Your name is Rachel" and "Your friends are your FRIENDS, not your FANS."

That one about the friends really go me to thinking. Maybe I should be a little more concerned about other people. I admit, I'm extremely vain sometimes and the only people who ever recieve compliments from me are my bestfriends. I think I'm going to start giving random people compliments. I'll start with one a day and work my way up.

I'm feeling nice lately :D

I Died A Little And Went To Heaven

I saw this at actinginfo.blogspot.com and I pretty much pulled a Torrey and squealed my lungs out at 10 am. I think my mom was awake, but I'm pretty sure I woke up my sister. This is what it said.

"It is highly likely that plans for Camp Rock 2 will get underway immediately following the release of Camp Rock on June 20. I will be posting the auditions and casting information the minute I receive it, so check back for details."

IT'S THE DREAM OF MY LIFE TO WORK WITH THE JONAS BROTHERS! Either through singing or through ACTING now!

Also, I'm thinking of auditioning for Evita at the community college. I mean, of course I can't be Evita. It's too big of a role for a fifteen year old to play, but maybe I could be Peron's mistress. It's a small role, but at least I'll get to sing and it'll get me out there for other roles in the future.

I'm extremely excited for the summer now.
Let's take a look at my scheduale so far:

May 17- Audititon for Evita
June 20- CAMPR ROCK PREMIRE! and possible auditions for Camp Rock 2 :D
July 24- Hang at Hershey Park with three of my bestfriends in an RV
July 25- JONAS BROTHERS 11th ROW, NICK'S SIDE SAY WHAT?!
First week in August- SURFING IN NC!

And somewhere in there I'm going to Hershey again with the family and then Ocean City.

New York Adventures

New York is by far my favorite place in the whole entire world. It's dirty, it's busy, it's hectic and I love it. Broadway is where I want to be in the future. It's absolutely the most energetic place ever.

First, Torrey and I went to the Ellen's Stardust Diner. Ther waitstaff sings while you eat. It was amazing. There was this one girl who sang The Phantom Of The Opera and I was wondering why the hell she wasnt' on Broadway already, it was great. I had a chocolate coke and fish and chips, while Torrey took a risk in getting grilled cheese. Yeah, nice risk Torr.

Then we hung around Time's Square and went to Vigin Records, where I made many-a Jonas Brother's joke. Including my personal favorite "The Virgin store? Do they sell the Jonas Brothers here?" and "What are Sex Dominos doing in a Vigin store?"

Then the last and most amazing part of my day. The 8 o' clock Hairspray show. Not oly is this my favorite musical and movie, but I had never seen it live before. This was amazing. Our seats were elevated and kind of far, but I didn't care. I sat in my seat and danced and sang along. Our group was such a bunch of Marylanders too. ESSEX COMMUNITY COLLEGE! WOO!

No words could describe how amazing the trip was. I'm not even going to start on Torrey and I's tired conversations. I'll leave that to you imagination.

50 Things

1. I think that I will never have a boyfriend. My head is to stuck on me possibly dating celebrities and fictional characters. (like Joe Jonas and Edward Cullen)

2. Singing, acting, and dancing are the only three things I want to do in life. If I end up stuck in an office about 10 years from now, I might go insane.

3. My right shoulder constantly cracks. It has been for about a year now. I want to get it checked out.

4. I hate pick up lines. Please go back and try again.

5. You don't say no to Nick Jonas.

6. Carly says that I have two babies with Kevin Jonas and another one on the way. What will Joe think?! SCANDELOUS!

7. I had the craziest and most vivid dream last night. Torrey and I were in the school auditoruim dancing around on the stage (like always) when I heard that Mr. Bourne has row 5 tickets to the Jonas Brothers concert. (Why Mr. Bourne, I have no idea) So we go into the music hallway to find him. Out of the band room comes out the Jonas Brothers. For some reason the whole hallway is lit in a blacklight and the boys are wearing white suits. So it looks really cool. I start blushing my face off. I ask Joe "Do you know where Mr. Bourne is?" and he answers me saying "Yeah, he's in the Chorus room." I say bye and all of the boys say bye back. I woke up this morning to my burning cheeks. I was ACTUALLY blushing.

8. As you can tell by the last thing, I have crazy dreams.

9. I intend to be in a Disney Channel Origanal movie co-starring with the Jonas Brothers. Some way, some how.

10. My all time favorite song in the history of ever is Chicago Is So Two Years Ago by Fall Out Boy. It never gets old.

11. My top favorite movies are mostly horror. Some people think I'm wierd because I can handle a little gore.

12. I'm not sure who my favorite Jonas Brother is. If anyone asked me now, it would be Kevin, but ask me any other time and I would have to say Joe.

13. I can't have a conversation with anyone without bringing up the Jonas Brothers, either in my head or outloud

14. My mom pressures me to be the best, I hate it. She thinks I'm something that I'm truely not. Mom, please learn that there are other people out there that are better than me.

15. I love money. I'm a greedy person and I'm not afraid to admit it.

16. I really want my Uncles baby blue Land Rover back. Instead I'm getting a black Grand Cherokee.

17. I write stories because I can create the life I always wanted in them.

18. For some reason, the past few days, I've found myself watching Japanese Game shows and indulging in mashed potatoes. Why? I have no idea.

19. I enjoy going to Rita's with Torrey afterschool. It's an adventure.

20. I always seem to fall for the wrong guy. It's usually personality wise, but sometimes I fall for a guy that likes someone else. It's unfortunate for me. I've spent most of my time in life crying over dumb stuff.

21. One of my favorte things to do is RP. It's pretty much my guilty pleasure. I play Angela Weber on a Twilight RP site.

22. I think I'm going to stop this at 25.

23. Actually, my guilty pleasure is listening to "I Can't Wait To See You Again" by Miley Cyrus and jumping around my room. I hate Miley as a person and a singer, but that bass line is so catchy!

24. I'm not that girly. I hate wearing dresses, but I love getting my hair done.

25. I'm ending this now. I might add more later.

Stolen from both Torrey and Carly

I want people to know what I think about them. Truely and honestly.

1. My bestfriend, my sanity. I cried when you left for France and I can't wait to see you back home on the 9th. I can talk to you forever about absolutely nothing, but yet we still talk. You're my wife and I love you so much and with all of my heart.

2. Wow, we always talk about the Jonas Brothers. It's either that, or dance, but your antics keep me laughing. I love you so much and we'vve been getting so close recently. Right now I have the urge to flap around my house, but my mom doesn't like the taps on the floors. The icyhot just ran out too. DAYUMM!

3. You take my shit all the time. I constanly insult you, but you know I do it jokingly. You're one of my bestfriends. Secretly, I'm jealous of you. You have the perfect boyfriend and not a care in the world. You're gorgeously pale and you have a bady to kill. I love every second I'm around you.

4. You are an amazing girl, but you aren't as great as you think. You're sometimes hypocritical and you sometimes blow me off for other things, but overall I love you. Lately, you've been turning to me for everything and I love this feeling of being needed by you. You're another one of my bestfriends.

5. You are my Filipino super-buddy. I love you so much. We are totally going to be together as friends forever, you're my manager, remember. Don't worry, I'll hook you up with a hottie or two :D

6. You are an amazing guy. I honestly don't know what I would ever do without you. You are the only guy I can honestly say that I love. I've liked you before and you know that, but when things didn't work out, you still stayed by my side. You know whenever I'm about to cry and you'll always be there for me. I love you.

7. You are an amazing little dancer and singer. I liked you at one point and so many people made fun of it. Only the boy #6 didn't make fun of me. He pushed me to tell you. I've never told you though. I think we're at a good place now. I love every minute I'm with you and I secretly hope you'll have a growth spurt during the summer because maybe then I'll tell you about my secret crush.

8. You've been a bit fake lately, but I still love you though. I'm hoping it's a faze. You're my bestfriends sister and you're purely amazing. We have crazy times and can fit Twilight in almost every movie/conversation.

9. I knew you in middle school and you always seem to make me laugh. We haven't been hanging out as much as we used to lately, but you're still a great friend to me. I remember last year, when we tried to make a song with every word that rhymed with "sheezy". Oh fo sho :D

10. You are so hot and you don't even realize it. You look like the lead singer in one of my favorite bands and you know because I told you. Most of our conversations are online and it kind of pisses me off. I wish you would talk to me more in school, but you're always around your guy friends.

11. I'm married to you. You currently have a string on your finger because we want to prove if "The Count Of Monte Cristo" is right in saying that a string can stay on someones finger for 13 years. I still think it can.

12. You used to be my number one guy. I liked you for the longest time, until I found out you were an asshole. Thanks for not talking to me, it made me realize that you're the same ass that everyone says you are.

13. You liked me, but I liked the asshole in #12. I told you I needed time to think, but now I hear you're immature. You stopped talking to me. I can deal with that. I don't care.

14. I make fun of your smarts all the time, while really I envy you. I wish I could have organization and work habits like you do. You're an amazing person and I know you'll always push me to do my best.

15. You used to be a good friend to me, until you got extremely annoying. You aren't a good singer and you show no effort in dance. It kind of pisses me off when you rub it in everyone's face that there is a rumor going around that you might of had sex with my bestfriends ex. So stop singing and shut your mouth.

16. You used to be a good friend to me, but then I heard things that you were saying about my bestfriend. I'm nice to you now because I like to be nice to everyone.

17. Lately we've been getting along. During Grease I had a sort of hatered for you, but it was mostly jealousy. Atleast when you're on caffinee pills you're nice to me.

18. Girl, you are the ultimate broadway kid. You sing the beginning of the Circle Of Life like a mad woman and you breakout in the random song. You will be the only one I consider as competition when I'm auditioning for shows now.

19. I heard about what you said about #18 and now I really don't trust you as much anymore. You're still a nice person, to me at least, but now I'm hesitant.

20. You're famous and you will probably never read this in your life. You are honestly the only guy I go numb for when I hear you sing. I see your face in my head whenever I'm daydreaming in class. I feel so retarded when I admit to all of the wierd stuff I pretend to do. I make up conversations in my head about when I'll first meet you.

21. You're famous too. Infact, you're the brother of #20. You're the hottest out of all of them, but the most unappreciated. Guess what, I appreciate you. That's all that matters. Date me in like 3 years, okay? HAHA

I MIGHT ADD TO THIS AS TIME GOES ON!
Right now I don't have anyone else I can think of.

If Anything, You're The Unsexy One

Seriously, what the fuck? Kevin is probably the hottest and most adorable out of all of the Jonas Brothers and he makes the 100 UNSEXIEST PEOPLE LIST?! I want to know whoever ran this article because it's really pissing me off and I might just have to send tons of hatemail. I do enjoy a good hatemail.

This is going to be an angry rant blog, so beware.

My day was wonderful until I saw this in a Jonas Fansite bulliten. I almost fucking cried when I read it. I mean, I'm a huge Joe fan, don't get me wrong, but Kevin is way hotter than him in a more mature sexy kind of way. His adorable Elvis-like style makes me want to wear white pants and white boots an dance around while playing my guitar.

While Kevin may not sing, it doesn't mean he's untalented. That boy can play lead guitar like no one's business. Though he may not be the next Slash or Carlos Santana, he as energy like no other and all the talent in the world to back it up.

People honestly need to grow up and begin respecting others. I understand tabloids have their "TOP 100 SEXIEST STARS!", but please don't put up a "100 UNSEXIEST PEOPLE" list. It's just completely immature and makes the papers sound like high school gossip sections. I'm sick of all of this celebrity nonsense and people putting others down.

IF YOU THINK KEVIN IS FUCKING UGLY! KEEP IT TO YOUR OWN UNDEVEPLOED BRAIN!
I'M NOT TAKING ANYONE'S SHIT! HE'S FUCKING SEXY :D

Big News Of The Day

Joe Jonas and Chelsea Staub...Together or Not? I really could care less.



Okay, so pictures were taken of Joe Jonas and Chelsea Staub (aka. Joe's co-star in J.O.N.A.S) going shopping and sharing some food. I know a lot of girls are getting worked up about Joe being "taken" and all of this junk. Seriously girls, get fucking real, like Joe would ever date you. There is a one in a million chance that he will remember your face. He meets a lot of people okay.

Plus, THEY AREN'T EVEN HOLDING HANDS! Look closley and where Joe's and an Chelsea's hand is. Joe's hand in by his side and Chelsea's hand is just sticking out. It's the perspective that makes it look like Joe's hand is in Chelsea's. Trust me though, I'm not saying this just because I want Joe to be single. I'm saying it becasue it's the cold hard truth.

Suck it up people. Chelsea is probably ten times better looking than you will ever be too. I mean have you seen pictures of the girl? She's probably one of the most gorgeous human beings on the planet. Can you blame Joe for hanging out with her?

One last point for those of you that are still upset and still think you have a chance. I hold hands with a lot of my guy friends. When I hang out with someone, I will sometimes grab thier hand and pull them to go somewhere too.

Honestly though, don't hate on the girl. You're extremely juvenille if you do.

Party With the (ROCK)Stars!

Last night's ring dance was okay. The music sucked and I ditched Felipe about half way through it to hang out with Jess Cummings and my other Junior friends, but I made the most out of it.

One certain boy who will probably never read this blog was looking very attractive last night. Alex, Hannah, and Samie know who I'm talking about, but no one else will ever know. Unless I tell him, which I might. I mean, wouldn't you want to know if you looked good?

Tony and I took the single most epic picture in the history of pictures. It was pretty amazing. We both had our sunglasses on and he lifted me up. We both might order it. I know I will. I might put the picture up here later whenever they go up online.

Hannah and I had a field day taking all of the decorations. We both took the men's bathroom signs and banners that said "Awards Night" and "Party With The Stars". There was some pretty sexy streamers that said "Celebrities Only" and I took that too.

Then afterwards, I spent the night at Alex's house with the "annoying sophmore" crew and we watched the beginning of SNL and Ratatoullie before we all fell asleep. The next morning everyone, except Samie, went to Palm Sunday mass and I made a snake and attempted to make a unicorn out of my palms. It was epic.

I Calls 'Em As I Sees 'Em

The concert last night was so much fun even though I fell asleep in Geometry this morning. I'm still kind of hyped up and my throat hurts a little, but I can still somewhat sing, so it's all good.

I really wanted Garbo to blog about us. I stood outside in the freezing cold in short sleeves and held up a makeshift sign that says "DO YOU HAVE HEATING ON THE BUS? I'M COLD!" I think the busdriver saw me, but other than that, the wondows were black and I had no chace of seeing in.


YO GARBO! BLOG ABOUT ME?!

Anyway, the energy last night was different than any concert I've ever been too. I mean the regular Jonas Brothers tour was fun, but this was purely epic. We were on Kevin's side and boy was that guy looking good last night. Also, considering we were in 11th row, we were RIGHT THERE! It was amazing. I can't wait until I actually know the for real.

Well tomorrow is Ring Dance and I need to call Alex about spending the night over her house. See Ya!

The Other Half’s at the Bottom of the Sea

Okay, so Vampire Weekend is growing to become my new favorite band. For one, the lead singer looks like Tiny Tim and their music is just plain awesome.



So it hasn't hit me that I'm seeing the Jonas Brothers on Thursday. I think after I get my hair cdyed tomorrow and have that hyphy-new-hair kind of mood, I'll realize it and be jumping around. I'm trying not to eat as much as I usually do because most of the time I eat because I'm bored. I want to look good for the boys and for ring dance.

I'm excited! I'm sure I'll blog tomorrow about my new hair or something, so be on the look out for updates!

My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon

I'm going to have to tell him. I like him and I can't stand it anymore. I need to get it off of my chest. I've been up all night thinking things through (while coughing my lungs out from this week long sore throat) and I've decided that he's the best for me. I can never be sad around him. All of my emptiness is full and all of my sadness is suddenly turned into joy.

No, I wasn't tired today, I was thinking. When I think, I look like I'm going to cry/scream at any second.

Also, I've decided that my life is slowly being stolen from me. It's not one person, it's multiple people that feed off of my energy and my hardwork and make it theirs. I hate it.


I hope all of my blogs don't sound this depressing...

Where Did I Go Right?

My friend Tony Marzullo is always the first one to help me sort out my problems. See right now, I'm tuck between two completely opposite people and I honestly don't know what to do. My heart goes both ways, but my head is leaning toward the most logical decision, which Tony helped me figure out.

I think I'm going to give my problems time to just fall into place and eventually the best thing for me will show itself. To be honest with myself, the only thing holding me back is the possible embarassment that could be brought upon me in my decision, evn though I know this is whats best for me.

Oh, and I love Adam G. Sevani :D

THE MOST EXCITING NEWS!

Stephenie Meyer posted pictures of the Cullens on her site. The Twilight movie Cullens that is. For the most part, I'm super happy, except for Jasper's hair. It could be a bit shorter and more tamed. Overall though, I love it. Especially dear old Robert Pattinson (aka. Edward Cullen)! (Click on the picture to view the whole thing, Jasper gets cut out)

Finally Another Update

So I have been abusing this thing a lot lately. I'm sorry. Oliver rehersal is almost everyday for me and I have so muc other stuff, like dance, piled on top of that. I've realized a lot of things recently that I should have realized a while ago before I got in too deep.

I now know that I have a low self seteem, but only when it comes to my body. I know that I'm skinny, but I'm so disproportionate. My boobs fit into a size 7 while the rest of my body is a size 3. I found this out while I was dress shopping today. Dress shopping for what, you might ask! FOR RING DANCE!

Yeah, Felipe asked me to go to ring dance with him. He's probably one of my favorite people and I've only known him for a short while. He makes me smile like no other and he's so retarded, but I love him!

One more thing today, I realized something that I promised myself that it would never happen. I really hate figuring these things out after I'm focused on something/someone completely different. I know that you probably have no clue what I'm talking about, but I really feel the need to say it in a vague way so that no one really knows. I haven't told anyone about my dilemma and I probably won't ever, just because this thing happens to me all the time.

But have a nice day. Adam G. Stevani (MOOSE!) is my new favorite person ever. See Step Up 2 and you will know.