I Will Posess Your Heart

So the pool opened this weekend and I'm finally getting outside and working on a tan!

While I was at the pool, I noticed half of the guys there are getting hotter and here I am, looking exactly the same. All of my friends are getting prettier too.

It doesn't help that my mom took my bathing suit shopping, which made me feel like a total fat ass because apparently the small bottoms "don't cover my ass". Which is code for "Lexie, dearest, you're getting fat.". It doesn't help that I was almost in tear and my mom decides to tell my dad and she doesn't think I can hear from inside the dressing room.

I swear, one day I'm going to beat the crap out of someone. I have so much bent up anger.

Oh well, Torrey and I are going to workout all summer before the Jonas Brothers concert. DON'T WORRY JOE! I'LL LOOK MY SEXIEST!