Crash.

Last night, I was in a car crash with Alex and Remy. It was probably the scariest experiance of my life because the car that was coming at us could have directly hit Alex, but it only hit the front end of the car. We're all fine and Alex only hurt her hand a little and our lungs are filled with Air Bag dust. Oh, and I never got my La Tolteca!

But it makes you think about things. It makes you wonder who you really love and it makes you want to tell everyone your secrets. That little "I love you" that you might say to your friends after-school could be the last thing you say to them. I'm glad that I'm extremely expressive with my emotions towards people and I typically hug everyone goodbye and smile at people in the hall.

What I'm trying to say is, don't let petty things about people get to you. Say your bestfriend has been getting on your nerves, don't be a jerk about it. Just talk to her/him. If something happens to you, you know you've worked it out. Live every oment like it's your last. That may sound cheesy, but it's true.

Somewhere In The Middle

Okay, so I haven't updated this thing in the longest time. Today, I'm really bored and sitting in the chorus room, so why not update? Right now, I'm waiting for Bella Voce practice to start at 5 'o clock.

Hey, guess what today is...it's my BIRTHDAY! Only those of you who personally know me know that fact. I'm sixteen as of right now and I honestly don't feel any different. I was more edcited for the release of the Demi Lovato album (Don't Forget) that I was for my own birthday. By the way, I think that you all should get that CD. It's awesome, even if you don't like "Disney Established Stars".

Apparently, Robert Pattinson is supposed to be coming to Baltimore in two weeks. It's no tconfirmed, I only heard it through world of mouth.

I really want mexican food right now and I don't know why...

Disturbia

Okay, so I haven't updated this thing in a while.
I think that's because I really have no life and there is seriously nothing for me to talk about. Except for vacation. That was fun.

Seriously all I've been doing all summer was sit at my laptop or go to the pool. Occasionally, I'd do something fun, but nothing that everyone would really be interested in reading about.

I'll post more on here during the school year because I like to get on here during class. Ssh, don't tell <3

Why So Serious?

I kind of realized yesterday after I saw Dark Knight, that I am probably one of the biggest nerds alive. Despite what I look like, I could probably tel you almost anything and everything about any Batman movie.

Dark Knight was freaking amazing. Heath Ledger (may he rest in peace) pulled off the only true portrayal of the Joker that I have ever seen. In the other Batman movie, he was much too cartoon-like, but in Dark Knight, oh boy. It was monumentaly epic.

I liked the pencil trick though. I couldn't not tell you how he made that pencil disappear. Haha. EPIC WIN! :]

So here I am, waiting for Batman Forever to load on my computer. I like Jim Carrey as the Riddler, okay?! Sue me!

Bitches Ain't Shit

So, heard about the new Miley pics? Well, Katy, Torrey, and I did and we are currently fuming and we need to get all of our anger out at this situation.

There were new slutty pictures of Miley Cyrus released online because someone hacked her phone. There was a specific one that really got me fuming of her in a shower in a white t-shirt. Nothing is really showing, but I'm wondering who took the picture? Seriously, if you're on Disney Channel, learn to cover the fuck up. I'm sick of seeing your ugly face all over the fucking internet. Nobody's perfect? Well, this is just to much.

Katy and Torrey have released their anger on a Wii boxing battle against a Miley look a-like (or not because Katy didn't know how to set it), but anyway, we're pissed.

There were also some rumors that Miley had e-mails involving her talking to Nik Jonas about when they had sex. I'm thinking that this is complete bullshit, but if it's true, I want to punch the bitch in the jaw. I'm thinking that just a single right hook to the face could knock some of her ugly ass teeth out.

I'm sorry for the anger, but it's completely nessecary.

Things Are Never What They Seem

There's not really much for me to say. My life has been repetitive lately and that's been pissing me off. I just wanted you guys to know that I'm alive.

I start driver's ed on Monday, if that's a plus. And I've been driving around a lot lately. I'm proud of myself. So there.

AND WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE BAD LUCK ON LOST?!
THE PEOPLE I LIKE ALWAYS DIE!
-Boone
-Paulo
-Charlie

WHO'S NEXT?! SAWYER?! JACK?! HURLEY!
God forbid if Hurley ever dies. I will stop watching the show.

The Air Is Running Out

I can't dance. It's official. I suck.


Even my dad thinks that I should lower my expectations.
I despretely want to be on Broadway and Disney, but my dad says I'm wasting myself on that.

















I'm seriously considering not doing anything to advance my possible career. I might just give up.

Goodnight, My Angel

Well, I have been a very busy girl for the past few days. Actually, you might not think that I was, but for me, I was really busy. Tommorw I have dance and Torrey might drop in, so I'm really excited.

I have completely and utterly reunited with my violin and I am super excited to tell all of you that I learned how to play "Goodnight, My Angel" on it. It's one of my favorite Billy Joel songs. So you stick that in your juice box and suck it.

I read all of my songs from middle school and let me tell you, they are extremely dark. I really need to get back to the good songwriting again. Now that I have a guitar, I can actually make a halfway decent song. Want a sample of my middle school work? Here you go:

Bloods the only thing that runs through me
But you'll soon comsume me
You run through and through and through to my head

Yeah, the reoccuring theme is blood. Darker times my friend, darker times.

Season Two? It's done!

Well , I don't want to make an extensive post about my outlook on all of the characters because I know Katy and Torret read my blog and they have yet to finish Season One. (Sorry guys, I'll get you the DVD's soon!)

But here are some of my personal highlights:
-DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD! (By witch meaning Shannon)
-Charlie and Clair finally kissed!
-Cute Russian and Scottish boys

What more could a girl ask for?

Oh and today was slightly exciting. I was halfway decent at shamppoing, but I tend to get water in people's ears. That can be fixed though. Other than that, I give a great scalp massage!

I got Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends, and the Camp Rock Soundtrack today. It's great. My sister ruins the words to half the Camp Rock songs, but whatever. She was annoying me today.

I think I'm done. I'll be needing human interaction tomorrow.

Crystal Light and Super Tans

Haha, this song is ironic, but I like it.


This summer started out with a bang and I'm afraid it might dwindle after this week. Lately, I've been watching Lost all day, everyday. I'm hoping to finish the Second Season tomorrow.

On Tuesday, I'll be sure to be at Curcuit City, buying the Viva La Vida CD. You know at Curcuit City, they're giving away Coldplay shirts with it. Oh and the best news is, I'm learning to shampoo on Tuesday! Gah! I'm reelin' in the big bucks now. Not really, but oh well.

Wednesday, I'm probably working. I don't know whether it will be as an assistant, or as a shampoo girl, but either way, I need more money for my Jonas Brothers tickets. Hooray for buying them off a scalping site? Not really.

Thursday is a pool day. I need to still get tanner. Unless I win tickets to see Demi Lovato and the Jonas Brothers in Six Flags, which is unlikely.

FRIDAY IS CAMP ROCK, BITCHES!

There's my week. This blog will detinate in 5...4...3...2...1...BOOM!

I'm Stranded!

Okay, so I just finished Season One of LOST (courtesy of Katie Mac and the John Carroll Lost Cult) and I wanted to give my analysis of every character. This is basically my first evaluation of all of them. They may change with Season Two and Three, but bear with me now.



Boone- Obviously, from everything I say, my favorite character. I honestly sat in my room and cried when he died. I feared for his life the whole time. I contemplate why he had to die. I miss him so.

Charlie- My second favorite character and soon took the place of Boone after he died. I like him a lot more when he's off the drugs. Him and Claire should get married, like now. He'd be such an adorable father. I like his nose.

Claire- My favorite female character. She's a great person and I really want to know what happened to her when she left. Stupid Ethan had to take her away from her beloved Charlie and make her forget things. At least she had the baby. All is well. She needs to hook up with Charlie.

Hurley- Single handedly the funniest guy on the island. He and Charlie are my favorite pair of friends. Great things happen with those two. Poor him and his bad luck. He's probably going to end up insane, but I really want a hug from him. He hugs people a lot.

Jack- The biggest Mary Sue character in the world, but I kind of like him. He's a sincere guy, but he needs to get more sleep. He seems to know a little bit about everything and he's always the hero. He whines sometimes, but I still have something for the guy.

Jin- Sort of a jerk in the beginning, but then he grew on me. He's asian and I can't be mad at asians for long. Considering they have cool eyes and all. He's still kind of a jerk to me, but we'll see what goes on.

Kate- She's a murder! Haha, sorry, I had to say that. I kind of like Kate, but she's sort of a typical heroine, which I don't particularly enjoy. How come she gets all the hot guys too? Damn you Kate, you took Jack and now Sawyer? I still kind of like her. I want to know more of her story.

Locke- He kind of reminds me of a less murderous version of Jigsaw (from the Saw Movies). He makes everyone overcome themselves through certain tasks (like Charlie and the drugs and Boone and getting over Shannon). He's kind of a wierdo, but he's genuinely kind. I guess it's the sort of wierdness you get from your grandparents.

Micheal- My most hated guy. He's so concerned about his son, yet he's not (if that makes any sense). He's extremely whiny and picks fights with almost anyone if they piss him off a little. He tries, and I give him credit for that, but I still don't like him.

Sawyer- My sexy man. He has wierd shoulders though, but I can easily get over it. We have the same eyes, so it was ment to be. I'm just kidding, but I would like to know more about him, he's an interesting character to say the least. Oh why, oh why did he have to makeout with Kate?

Sayid- I love him, but I hate him for liking Shannon. He's a great guy and genuinely concerned about the saftey of everyone on the island. I would love to have him as my shrink. He's nice to look at too.

Shannon- I can't even begin to explain my amazing hatred for the woman. She used Boone , and Charlie, and now she's using Sayid. I hate her so much. All she does is whine and complain and she never helps. She'll get other people to do things for her because she'd much rather tan and paint her nails.

Sun- She's so nice! I would love to meet her, for real. I still see her as a slightly weak character. I want to see her breakout more.

Walt- The only kid on the island. He set fire to his dad's raft. You go kid because I hate your dad.

You're Hot, then You're Cold

I really do hate myself for some of the things I've done.
I just lied to him.
I like him, but his friends are assholes.
I really wanted to feel the rush of sneaking out of my house with him and getting back before my parents knew, but I hate your friends.
They disrespected me and you just sat there and told me not to worry about it.

Sucks for you, you were kind of cute.

(If you don't know who this is and you aren't my bestfriend, don't ask.)

Viva La Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

Okay, so I haven't updated in a while, but that's because school has literally taken over my life. I never thought that this would happen! It's usually my life and then school floats along somewhere, but I haven't been so confident in my grades lately. I think I'm failing history, which means I have to get higher than a 70% on my exam so I don't go to summer school.

Great, fabulous.

Other than that, our school shows for next year are "Hello Dolly!" and "Bye Bye Birdie". I'm extremely excited. I've already picked out which parts I want to audition for. Next schoo year, I'm coming in with a vengance though. I despretely want a part and I'm determined to get one. So at call-backs (if I get them), I'm acting my heart out. It's going to be great.

I Will Posess Your Heart

So the pool opened this weekend and I'm finally getting outside and working on a tan!

While I was at the pool, I noticed half of the guys there are getting hotter and here I am, looking exactly the same. All of my friends are getting prettier too.

It doesn't help that my mom took my bathing suit shopping, which made me feel like a total fat ass because apparently the small bottoms "don't cover my ass". Which is code for "Lexie, dearest, you're getting fat.". It doesn't help that I was almost in tear and my mom decides to tell my dad and she doesn't think I can hear from inside the dressing room.

I swear, one day I'm going to beat the crap out of someone. I have so much bent up anger.

Oh well, Torrey and I are going to workout all summer before the Jonas Brothers concert. DON'T WORRY JOE! I'LL LOOK MY SEXIEST!

Word To Yo Momma

It's Mothers Day.
Latuhhhh.

I Wish I Had A Kung Fu Grip...

I think I finally have life figured out. It's kind of suprising that I'm only 15 and I already know my place in the world and who I am for real.

I'm a girl that can't be described in any amount or words or sentances. I can only be known by you knowing me. First impressions of me can be tough. I come off as arrogant, but it's to cover my vunerable interior. If I look and feel confident, then maybe one day I can be confident.

Also, the true way to happiness is through your friends. Lately, I've had full weekends with a lot of hanging out with my friends. It's made me truley a lot happier. Even if it's only something simple like me going to Torrey's house for a while after school or even just seeing someone coincidentaly at the mall, it makes me feel good.

Recent Obsessions

I've had recent obsessions that I've just discovered this weekend. It's kind of wonderful because I think they're healthy obsessions (or at least one is, the other is debatable) that have made me realize a lot of different things.

Obsession #1:
South Park.
I've always been fond of South Park and it's completely random contraversial antics, but I've never watched it religiously. Just this week, I've been watching just about every episode of South Park online. My favorite character is Clyde Donovan because he's just the shit in general.


Obsession #2:
The Truth Box.
It's an applicaiton on Myspace. Le gasp! Myspace and applications? Is this like Facebook? No, it's way better. I only go this one today, but people have already sent in so many secrets to me. They range from "You're gorgeous." to "Your name is Rachel" and "Your friends are your FRIENDS, not your FANS."

That one about the friends really go me to thinking. Maybe I should be a little more concerned about other people. I admit, I'm extremely vain sometimes and the only people who ever recieve compliments from me are my bestfriends. I think I'm going to start giving random people compliments. I'll start with one a day and work my way up.

I'm feeling nice lately :D

I Died A Little And Went To Heaven

I saw this at actinginfo.blogspot.com and I pretty much pulled a Torrey and squealed my lungs out at 10 am. I think my mom was awake, but I'm pretty sure I woke up my sister. This is what it said.

"It is highly likely that plans for Camp Rock 2 will get underway immediately following the release of Camp Rock on June 20. I will be posting the auditions and casting information the minute I receive it, so check back for details."

IT'S THE DREAM OF MY LIFE TO WORK WITH THE JONAS BROTHERS! Either through singing or through ACTING now!

Also, I'm thinking of auditioning for Evita at the community college. I mean, of course I can't be Evita. It's too big of a role for a fifteen year old to play, but maybe I could be Peron's mistress. It's a small role, but at least I'll get to sing and it'll get me out there for other roles in the future.

I'm extremely excited for the summer now.
Let's take a look at my scheduale so far:

May 17- Audititon for Evita
June 20- CAMPR ROCK PREMIRE! and possible auditions for Camp Rock 2 :D
July 24- Hang at Hershey Park with three of my bestfriends in an RV
July 25- JONAS BROTHERS 11th ROW, NICK'S SIDE SAY WHAT?!
First week in August- SURFING IN NC!

And somewhere in there I'm going to Hershey again with the family and then Ocean City.

New York Adventures

New York is by far my favorite place in the whole entire world. It's dirty, it's busy, it's hectic and I love it. Broadway is where I want to be in the future. It's absolutely the most energetic place ever.

First, Torrey and I went to the Ellen's Stardust Diner. Ther waitstaff sings while you eat. It was amazing. There was this one girl who sang The Phantom Of The Opera and I was wondering why the hell she wasnt' on Broadway already, it was great. I had a chocolate coke and fish and chips, while Torrey took a risk in getting grilled cheese. Yeah, nice risk Torr.

Then we hung around Time's Square and went to Vigin Records, where I made many-a Jonas Brother's joke. Including my personal favorite "The Virgin store? Do they sell the Jonas Brothers here?" and "What are Sex Dominos doing in a Vigin store?"

Then the last and most amazing part of my day. The 8 o' clock Hairspray show. Not oly is this my favorite musical and movie, but I had never seen it live before. This was amazing. Our seats were elevated and kind of far, but I didn't care. I sat in my seat and danced and sang along. Our group was such a bunch of Marylanders too. ESSEX COMMUNITY COLLEGE! WOO!

No words could describe how amazing the trip was. I'm not even going to start on Torrey and I's tired conversations. I'll leave that to you imagination.

50 Things

1. I think that I will never have a boyfriend. My head is to stuck on me possibly dating celebrities and fictional characters. (like Joe Jonas and Edward Cullen)

2. Singing, acting, and dancing are the only three things I want to do in life. If I end up stuck in an office about 10 years from now, I might go insane.

3. My right shoulder constantly cracks. It has been for about a year now. I want to get it checked out.

4. I hate pick up lines. Please go back and try again.

5. You don't say no to Nick Jonas.

6. Carly says that I have two babies with Kevin Jonas and another one on the way. What will Joe think?! SCANDELOUS!

7. I had the craziest and most vivid dream last night. Torrey and I were in the school auditoruim dancing around on the stage (like always) when I heard that Mr. Bourne has row 5 tickets to the Jonas Brothers concert. (Why Mr. Bourne, I have no idea) So we go into the music hallway to find him. Out of the band room comes out the Jonas Brothers. For some reason the whole hallway is lit in a blacklight and the boys are wearing white suits. So it looks really cool. I start blushing my face off. I ask Joe "Do you know where Mr. Bourne is?" and he answers me saying "Yeah, he's in the Chorus room." I say bye and all of the boys say bye back. I woke up this morning to my burning cheeks. I was ACTUALLY blushing.

8. As you can tell by the last thing, I have crazy dreams.

9. I intend to be in a Disney Channel Origanal movie co-starring with the Jonas Brothers. Some way, some how.

10. My all time favorite song in the history of ever is Chicago Is So Two Years Ago by Fall Out Boy. It never gets old.

11. My top favorite movies are mostly horror. Some people think I'm wierd because I can handle a little gore.

12. I'm not sure who my favorite Jonas Brother is. If anyone asked me now, it would be Kevin, but ask me any other time and I would have to say Joe.

13. I can't have a conversation with anyone without bringing up the Jonas Brothers, either in my head or outloud

14. My mom pressures me to be the best, I hate it. She thinks I'm something that I'm truely not. Mom, please learn that there are other people out there that are better than me.

15. I love money. I'm a greedy person and I'm not afraid to admit it.

16. I really want my Uncles baby blue Land Rover back. Instead I'm getting a black Grand Cherokee.

17. I write stories because I can create the life I always wanted in them.

18. For some reason, the past few days, I've found myself watching Japanese Game shows and indulging in mashed potatoes. Why? I have no idea.

19. I enjoy going to Rita's with Torrey afterschool. It's an adventure.

20. I always seem to fall for the wrong guy. It's usually personality wise, but sometimes I fall for a guy that likes someone else. It's unfortunate for me. I've spent most of my time in life crying over dumb stuff.

21. One of my favorte things to do is RP. It's pretty much my guilty pleasure. I play Angela Weber on a Twilight RP site.

22. I think I'm going to stop this at 25.

23. Actually, my guilty pleasure is listening to "I Can't Wait To See You Again" by Miley Cyrus and jumping around my room. I hate Miley as a person and a singer, but that bass line is so catchy!

24. I'm not that girly. I hate wearing dresses, but I love getting my hair done.

25. I'm ending this now. I might add more later.